Sep13
“ You were my best friend. I would have done anything for you. I was there to pick you up every time you fell down. I protected you from everything, especially yourself. I dragged you out of your depression and helped you to carry your burden even though it nearly killed me to do so. Things were hard for me for a long time but I got over all my problems and was truly happy until you came along. You caused my relapse into depression and severely worsened my eating disorder. I don’t know how it took me so long to realise that it was you causing the problem. I thought you were there for me. I trusted you. I never expected that once you started doing okay you would abandon me. I was having a really tough time and I was so glad to have a friend like you, but then you turned around and told me you couldn’t do this. I feel used. I feel like I don’t who you are right now and honestly, I don’t particularly want to. I never realised you were so selfish. I didn’t deserve that. You had no right to treat me that way. All I wanted was a friend. It hurt. Not only did you abandon be but you actually started treating me like I was worthless. Now I know that I’m better off without you. I’m happy with myself, my body and all my actions. You took that away from me, and after what you did, you’ll never fully give it back. ”