Sep21
“ I hate that you always preach about how life is short and we all have to be impulsive. I hate that when I hesitate, when I want to do the right thing, you judge me, you make fun of me and threaten to never speak to me again. I hate how you drink too much, get high too much, have unprotected sex too much with too many people and judge me for not being more ‘fun’. Most of all though, I hate that I know that one of these thing will kill you soon, and instead of enjoying every second of your friendship, I hate you for the things I love about you the most. In the end I only hate myself. Please, don’t leave me here. I’m nothing without you. ”
