Jul3
“ i’ll never let anyone know this, but i’m extremely insecure in my relationship with you now. i know that i fucked a lot of shit up between us, and i know we both said that we would forget about it, but i keep thinking these stupid thoughts. i want to know if you ever really loved her. i want to know if you still want to be with her. i want to know if what we have is something that you actually want or just something that was convenient. i can’t stand this feeling, and instead of talking to you about it, i am getting closer and closer to your best friend and you don’t even know it. ”